Hello, this page is just a few extra things i'd like to address w/o adding a ton to my main page

• My disorders / Be aware
• Msg 2 Chris
• Pronouny thing idk

Chris/Lotus, if you're reading this, then you are clearly still stalking my page.

I have moved on. i'm no longer accociating with those sides of twitter, and plan to stay that way because you were right. Those are extremely toxic sides of twitter.
However i did not lie to you when i said i would change.
The only accounts i followed were for Drugtwt, and nothing else.
I was aware of the fact that a few of the drugtwt accounts were also apart of shtwt/edtwt however i had those tags hidden, and a sensitive content filter on. So i did NOT view those posts.
I figured if you still had an issue, you'd talk to me. Yk? communication??
Yeah sure you "talked to me" but gave me no say in the matter/didn't let me explain myself. Just blocked and gone.
Which was childish.I've ditched twitter completely since then and don't really plan on rejoining it unless i want to set up an art account on there for the more sensitive art that i cannot post on instagram w/o them being up my ass.
(Nsfw, gore, etc.)I'm still in the wrong for calling you slurs though, "lesbo" was extremely uncalled for.
i was angry after either you or lotus had contacted my principle after telling ME to move on, i didn't think abt you until my mother told me that the principle called her, telling her he had got an email from "a student in JCPS" sending him screenshots.You're aware of my parental issues yet decided that it was a great idea to make her and my dad more disappointed in me. After telling me to move on and forget abt you, you had started shit up again.Thats why i verbally attacked you.
That still doesnt make what i did right but what you did wasn't very mature either.I'm not sure if it was you or lotus who had sent the email, but im sure you were aware of it even if it wasn't you who sent it.twitter and a few people who i do not talk with anymore, had influenced me into a bad direction.
I was toxic.
I'm getting better however, truly.I appreciate the time we had spent together, though we hate eachother now, we still had fun while it lasted and that i will forever be greatful of that.You're a good person, and i hope you're doing well.
I'm sorry for the trouble i've caused you.

My opinion on Xenogenders and Neopronouns.

Xenogenders is something i cannot bring myself to support personally. They're pointless flags people pull from their ass and call a 'gender'.
They're made up of personality traits.I feel like this is the reason alot of people mock the lgbt community. It makes the community alot more confusing to others.
Especially when the flag is basically unheard of.
I can't stop people from refering to themselves as one of those 'genders', and would never attack anyone personally for it. But my opinion on it doesn't change.Its apart of the reason me and alot of others are embarrassed to be apart of the LGBT community. and i say alot of others because i've seen it be said several times.I notice alot of xenogenders are also made up of neopronouns.
Now, im not talking about "it/its", "Xe/xym" etc.
Those are real neopronouns 2 me.
However, the "puppy/pupself" or ''🦴/🦴self'' is extremely fucking stupid.I almost NEVER see anyone actually use peoples neopronouns, just for the fact that its extremely confusing to use.
Now i know, "oh well, usually people with neopronouns have regular pronouns aswell ! like they/he/she etc!!"Then why even have those neopronouns in the first place?
It doesn't make you quirky, it makes you look fucking stupid.How would someone even use the emoji pronouns irl?"its just online pronouns!"You're literally chronically online.
Perhaps get off of the internet for awhile and look around outside for a bit.You people wonder why you get bullied sm, OPEN YOUR EYES!

Mental illnesses i have that i'd like people to be aware of

BPD (Borderline Personality)- DiagnosedI origionally believed i had bi-polar disorder, but they're unable to diagnose that to those under 18.
Instead, i was diagnosed with BPD.I often have manic episodes, causing me to act impulsively very often/without thinking.
I may say or do things that i almost always regret afterwords.
I've said slurs, broke objects, bought overly expensive items, etc. During these episodes.When i'm manic, its usually obvious in my speaking. I'll talk very fast and overshare quite a bit. I'll stim more than usual and become extremely forgetful.I've gotten into quite a bit of trouble during manic episodes.
Mostly due to impulsive decisions.I have severe depressive episodes aswell, but those are pretty self explanatory.

Autisim- Self diagnosed, since screening costs a shit ton of money.I get overstimulated VERY easily, and am very slow to understand some things. Especially in school.I have alot of trouble expressing my emotions in-person aswell.I dislike physical touch by others unless i'm extremely comfortable with them.I'm known to suddenly snap, when touched or getting scared by someone. Aswell as when someone is suddenly extremely loud or making repetitive noises (tapping, sniffling, coughing, sneezing, etc)
All of those irritate me to levels i can't fucking explain.I cannot look people in the eyes, and if i do then i'm unable to stop.
(not too sure on how to explain this one)
Like, i don't like eye-contact at all. I can maintain it manually, but then cant stop.
its kinda like breathing while thinking about it. You don't usually think about it but when you do, then you can't really stop. (sorry 2 all the people who are now manually breathing LMAO)I stim alot, with my hands or verbally.
Saying things like "babababa" or whistling when im in a good mood
I shake my hands alot and cannot sit still. When really happy, i'll sometimes even jump and stim :)Loud noises are a huge trigger for me however, slamming doors especially. Sudden loud noises make me cry.
(Balloons popping, doors slamming, vacuums, hairdryers, blenders, etc.)

Other diagnosed illnesses i have, but wont write abt atm:- PTSD
- Depression
- Anxiety/Panic attack disorder
- IED
- ADD/ADHD